This week I have been running the solo in french and aware that I am communicating to no one because no one speaks french in the room. It makes no sense to look at the few human beings in the room and speak to them in a language they don't understand. So I look to empty chairs instead and pretend they are french people. Either way it makes for an entirely inauthentic experience.
My body now hurts like it hasn't hurt for a long time. I feel quite fucked actually. Proof that the body cannot lie.